People evolve and become different versions of themselves all the time, letting go of past traumas, loss and setbacks that they thought would end them. Always blooming like a flower at the end of a long drought, but no one speaks about the moments after the storm. The period before you completely manifest into the person your meant to be, no one talks about the darkness, the failures, the replanting of seeds and hoping the soil was good this time around.
No one talks about the indecisions around those final steps, the hand still firming holding onto the old you, and all the trauma and anxiety that comes with making the last steps. No one mentions the rooms you had to slowly find your way out of because they no longer motivated you, and the people you allowed to feed off your energy rent free. No one talks about the bridges you had to burn and the paths you can never walk again.
No one mentions, the betrayals you excepted, the relationships you had to leave behind because they were toxic, and no one talks about how you consumed that poison for so long, how you stood in contaminated grounds in the name of love, loyalty and comfortability.
Every move, fits like a puzzle you had to figure out; the people you allowed to stay in your energy, who you fed with positivity and in turn they stopped pouring into you. The same people who don’t have your back but will go hard for others. These are the same folks you had to come to the bitter realization they are selfish and extremely closed off; some even move in darkness, and they don’t even know it.
God will call you to separate, he will reveal the truth and navigate you out of any negative situation with the same light you now have to shine back at those same people who doubted you.
The universe knows you have come too far to lose any parts of yourself, because others choose to stay bitter, unhealed and unfocused in their own lives.
Keep moving forward!
The path you walked unknowingly that led to the surrender, the isolation that found you moving further away from the 3d world and finding your home on a higher frequency.
The path that finds you aligning more with your soul. Run to that!
The part that no one talks about is the same part that stops people dead in their tracks, it’s the reason most don’t move forward, and they end up staying the same. I talk about it a lot and I call it different things, the dark night of the souls, the darkness of the awakening, it is everything after the shadow work and healing is brought to the forefront.
No more running, now you are deciding if you want to move forward in truth. That truth is the most frightening path to walk down. Move on that light or continue on like you never took the red pill and stay the same, sleeping.
The truth is there is no final step, it’s all an accumulation of small moments, past mindsets you’ve released, unaligned habits, replaced with those that serve who you are now. One day you look in the mirror and see the reflection has caught up with the person starring back at you.
A subtle reminder from the universe that tests your boundaries, self-love and all the work you’ve put in has taken form and you become a powerhouse. A newer better version of who you use to be, more stable, balanced and in love with life.
The road to achieving this is not the same for everybody and some people embody growth and never truly stay the same, they are always aligning with a higher, truer, version of self. While others struggle to break free of the hold society has on them, the mother/father wounds and the past traumas and mindsets that have molded them into who they are.
There is always light to the darkness, this is the ying and yang of life and once you chip at the plastered parts and remove the fog, the light will pour in and start revealing all the dark parts of you that need healing. Bring them to the light and illuminate the path forward.
Until next time, I wish us all love and healing!
Olivia Jean. 💫
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